~~TwEeTy~~

My recent life

Long time no update my blog, because i'm so busy and also lazy, haha..

time is passing fast, now only realise i already working for 1 year in the same company.. many of my frens changed few jobs, i'm still stay in same company, not because i'm not geng, just think this company still has things for me to learn, moreover, my senior was resigned, my dept has left me only.. i cant simply left without training new staff, i know company without us it still operates as usual, but we may get problem when without it.. Left without passing my responsibility and training new staff may against my principle..

Finally this month new staff comes, he reduces my workload.. We co-operate well.. I still remember last month, first time i felt pressure til i thought i would not able to breath.. i felt i would die soon, that moment i almost wanted to cry.. i cant forget that feeling.. luckily i still know how to control my pressure, after work, i wont think about work.. it is my personal time for me to relax and do whatever i want, of cuz, it is legal, haha...

Recently i started touching new area, financial planning... i found that this area is quite interesting and also realise our life really need to be planned.. Planning is important for most decisions. Especially nowadays world economy is going to recession, our government is also unstable. Therefore, we need planning to secure our life.. I think this area may be my future direction..

I confirmed will move from setapak this November, currently still looking for place.. my preferable area is kepong, my familiar area, where i stayed for 19 years. my frens, my sweet memory..   

New target

Last week my grandma told me that my uncle wants to married next year, he gave me 2 options, first, he will take back his own house which currently is being rented to students, but have to inform the student la, second is he will stay at grandma's house, but me n my sisters have to move out, he dun want to stay v us.. U see, his heart dunno lost at where already.. i know i have no choice, so i told my grandma, we decide to shift out once he wants to married.. my grandma will stay v my another uncle who stays at sg long, my two sisters will go together.. i will stay alone, cuz sg long is so far for me to workplace.. moreover, i need more independence.. i feel sad that cant stay v my sisters.. nvm, one day in future, sure we can stay together again.. I will stay v my fren, he will support the major expenses, mine part is only minor, very greatful to him!! initially i plan to buy a car, but now i think house is more important to me, i will earn more money so that i can buy a house soon, since i knew housing price will increase when constuction materials' price increase next year.. car is second priority.. i know it is difficult, but i hv to add oil ohhh~

Buka Puasa Dinner~

Tonight is the first time for me to join company dinner. i feel so excited.. haha =D This is buka puasa dinner, we are able to gather 60 over staff to have a dinner, feel very happy.. we go to le meridien hotel, wah, it  is very highclass... really not bad, but the food is not so many types, if not, sure very good, haha.. Me and other 3 "handsome" guys are involving in organizing the games.. Maybe this is our first time to organize games for such big event, haha, there have some technical problems , but still okla.. we able to organize all games, and sent out the presents smoothly.. i be one of the MC tonight, feels quite fun.. hehe =) wah, our big prize - go to bangkok air ticket already got winners but not me... the winners are damn happy o!! i think tonight maybe they cant sleep liao... i am waiting for next gathering o~

Pressure~

This morning is starting raining... seem like today things will not be done so smoothly.. ya, it is true, when i need to do sales budget 2008 for my dear ex-colleague, i feel quite headache... nvr know the customers' background, but have to predict their product usage, it is quite challenging.. definitely.. the most impressive thing is when i call to one customer, she was passed away yesterday because of falling down.. initially i was not believe it.. but it is true, so sad.. only 35 years old..

today, this is first time i feel some pressure from my work.. before that, i always brought happy mood on work.. no pressure.. today when my boss and my colleague discuss somethings, but i cant catch the point, i feel quite sad, my colleague gets the point immediately.. is it i am not suitable in analyzing data? last time, when i was in Uni, i was always able to give ideas on assignment and case study.. why now i failed to do that? ya, maybe i am not truly understand the company's operation yet, or maybe my mind is starting slow down, cant turn too fast.. definitely i will improve myself, this is the time for me to learn how to change pressure become my motivator.. i must be able to improve myself in analyzing data..

facing with challenges and obstacles, must strengthen ourselves and will strengthen ourselves too!! So, gals, time to accept challenges!!

Bye~ my fren~

last friday was my dear colleague's last day... we dun hv farewell party for him.. he also very chinchai to farewell with us.. although i just know him abt 1 mth, he is really a funny guy.. he always stares at me, n complaints i am very noisy gal.. haha.. now i think he is enjoying his holiday with his lover in Bali, very song.... anyway, hey, fren, remember my gift ohh.... bye bye la, frens, wish u hv bright future in new company =)

Nugget, pa pa =.="

today my "dear" colleague treats us eat McD since he will leave company soon.. we are so happy to order it.. most of us order nuggets to eat, cuz now McD comes out new sauces.. but my dear colleague doesn't eat nugget, i am so wondering why he dun want eat... after asking, only know that the secret of making nugget.. actually nugget consists of chicken meat n also inner of chicken, so it is red in colour.. who dare to eat? therefore, they use titanium dioxide to bleach it lo.. oh, my god.. how come today i can eat so much nuggets? i think start from today i will choose other meals instead of nuggets and burger.. really pa pa =.="

if u was me, what will u do?

recently i am busy in work, becuz two of my frens will leave company next month, August. One is sales executive, who has experience in food & beverage industry. Since he will be leaving soon, my boss want me to communicate with him to handle his customer profile, therefore these few days we always work together, from this short period, i start know him more.. My fren is a funny guy, he dun like stay in office more than 3 hours, if not, sure he will suicide, haha..  he teaches me a lot of food chemicals with patient.. actually he is not bad la, but already got couple, if not, can consider him de, haha ;p He will be regional sales mgr in a international company, not bad, 27 already has such success..

actually today i not want to write his story la, just today he say smtg that makes me think so much.. he suggests me to attempt for multinational company be mgmt trainee since i am fresh graduate, becuz fresh graduate is easy to be trained, he recommend me to join Unilever.. last time i tried to send my CV to Unilever, but failed.. i know mgmt trainee needs freshee, normally is less than 1 yr.. i think my probation is 6 mths, i still hv 5 mths for me to learn smtg b4 i start consider whether i want to change job or not.. He says normally a person's first job will decide what type of industry the person will enter for whole life.. for eg, now i join chemical company, next time even i change job, but still in chemical industry.. i think it may not true, cuz my interest is on finance n investment, probably i will shift to the field.. the matter is when i will only shift.. allianze bank told that i can call them anytime if i am sill interested.. after 6-mth probation, sure my salary will be adjusted to higher level.. will it worth that i change job tat time? or after working for 2-3 years in this company, only shift? actually i hv no idea now.. my family will say just work whatever job u found first, then only choose what u want, u can get a job is very lucky, must appreciate it.. i know now is difficult to find a job.. i think i will consider when end of probation period la.. therefore i must learn whatever i can learn in this period.. frens, if u was me, what will u do?

MIDA trip~

Last wednesday i followed my boss n partner to MIDA dept, this was first time i been there, it is near with KL Sentral.. fisrt time i went out for work.. There were difficult to find a parking.. therefore my senior just waited on car, me n boss went inside to collect data.. next time i will come myself to collect data.. this time my boss wanted me to familiar with the place.. after that, we been to mid valley had our lunch.. wah, our lunch were so "feng fu".. we took our lunch in Mdm Kwan's restaurant, this was also my first time to eat there.. there were many ppl, most of them were working ppl..  three of us ordered Nasi boduri, not bad, 3 types of rice, 1 big chicken leg.. very kenyang.. one set is cost abt RM20, luckily my boss treated us, haha.. if not, sure i will very pain on my heart n less eat next few days.. hoho, one more thing, i found there got a guy is not bad ohh, quite nice looking..

my convo will held on next month, 26.. same time v kam ching.. hope we can meet each other la.. but i dun be same v jinn n lee fong, they are in afternoon session, haha, nvm la, just ask them come earlier to take photos lo.. so waiting for the convo..

My Working Life~

i adi start working for 3 weeks period.. I have learnt a lot of things there, but still not enough yet, i want to learn more things as much as possible.. recently i got received calls from Banks, my godness, 1 is OSK Investment Bank.. investmment bank eh, my favourite!!!! but i rejected it.. It is ok, but i cant expect that 2nd bank call me, this time is Allianze Bank, my god.. why after i get a job, then suddenly all companies call me for interviews? ai~ Allianze say if next time i still hv interest on working v them, i can call them anytime.. wah, that's not bad ohh.. but before that, of cuz i must learn enough things first, then only left my current company.. if not, i will not "gan xin" de.. hehe..

last thursday i went out v my colleagues, eat steamboats n watch Harry Potter v them.. that day we were very happy, during eating steamboats, we keep laughing.. the guy sit beside me is very nice n "ti tie", he keep asking me still want? what u want? i help u to take it.. until i say i will take it if i want.. he is a nice guy, although we dun get know each other for long time.. he will leave company soon cuz his contract will expire next week.. i think his gf will very happy hv a bf like him, haha.. My another fren is very bad, keep calling me Garfield, he say if i dun want pick a christian name, he will keep calling me Garfield.. ai~ but he is a funny guy, just finish study in uk.. he is relative of our boss.. In my company, i found that many people have different intention although they dun show it out.. i can feel that.. sometime they make frens v u, but i can feel tat they are not so sincere.. I will try to build relationship v them.. i dunno why a person can work in a company for 23 years? that is very long period for me.. i still young, i want to face v different environment, i dun want my whole life only in the same environment.. it is too boring..

My First Job~

wow, so fast, i have started to work for 2 days.. i am mkt development executive in a chemical company.. it is 5-day work, sometime hv to stay back to finish my work.. actually i just had interviewed on monday morning, after that, around 2pm, i adi know i had been hired, haha, at the moment i din believe it.. dun hv preparation, suddenly get a job.. haha, very lucky, is a big company. It has a diversified culture that mix of races, but they are nice and friendly.. willing to teach me.. first time i saw my boss, he had meeting v my only colleague who is working at the same dept, i think he may be a "fierce" person.. but i found that he chases perfect in all tasks n works, i feel it is good for us also.. at there, we are hard to take a lunch nearby, need to drive to other places n eat.. hahaha, today i take Mercedez to take lunch ohh!! so funny, it is my first time.. I hv many tasks to be performed, sometime hv to deal v govt body to get external data to do analysis. this sunday i will join other colleagues to Port Klang warehouse count stock, which twice a year.. i must add oil for my first job!!